I’m definitely not the first one. For those who do, never see. You know, the people that take action before thinking. We have all have instincts and a conscience, but for them, the angel and devil never appeared on their shoulder. They just do what they feel.
As reckless as it seems, sometimes it isn’t. Maybe they can deal with their emotions on the spot and know what they want. Or maybe they don’t know how they feel. Maybe they act first because their emotions are unbearable. Some people do that because others don’t care, which causes them not to care as well. All they need is someone to care so they can see the best in themselves.
For those who see never do. That’s me. I always think before i do. Never dive into things without thinking about the consequences. That’s the problem though. I think too much and most likely never make a decision. Mostly because I want my decision to change what i do without people viewing me differently. Still don’t understand? Here’s an example.
Have you wanted to tell somebody something but you hold back? That’s me 24/7. In my mind, i’m probably the best person in the world. Lots of people probably think that about themselves too. However, i don’t show it that often. People have only recieved pieces of me. I never gave the world 100% and it sucks that people don’t get to see that.
Overall, after typing this, i realized that I know myself more than anyone else on this freaking planet. Nobody knows me like I do and that’s what gave me the urge to type this. I know that one day I’m just going to say how i feel about certain things whether people like it or not. It’s not going to be today, but i feel it’s going to happen soon.
Who knows how long soon is anyway? A day or two? A week? Months? Years? I don’t know, but I’m going to get there, and the world will finally see what i see. I’m going to do it all so in the end, i won’t have a “what if” thought.By the way, if you always do, but never see, start looking. If you see but never do, start trying.